Monday, June 20, 2016

no more morning and good nights texts
no more random texts 
no more sweet talk coz...
we seldom talk
feeling so distant
love still exist?
or more like getting used to each other's presence
we just needed a companion 
a good companion that anyone would do

scribbling my thoughts
not that I'm too bored 
but I have lotsa thoughts 
keep running in my mind
n there's no ears for me to talk to...



it was Father's Day, I just wanna see u and have a proper meal with u.
of course, with my family as well... 
told ya from the beginning so that I can prepare u mentally.
giving u enough time to rearrange ur schedule as well.. just spare me 2 hours for a meal. 
u told me u couldn't make it at the very last minute.
kinda expected but why the disappointment was so magnified?
God knows..
it doesn't really matter anymore. 
My heart Is perfect as i have daddy mummy in my heart, lulu, Yoong and Annie all 5 of them ❤️
I love u but I'm really tired of everything and all the disappointments...
last time, went to bed happily every night,  
was like the happiest girl in the world coz we're just so sweet like fairy tales...
now, in contrary, sleepless night,yet feeling so tired as our relationship making me upset and emotional...

missing u mummy, we went to our favourite dim sum restaurant at Concorde hotel. I knew u were watching us :')
I made U flowers and burnt them into ashes, hoping u will be able to receive them. we made them with full of heart n love. sincerely...