Booooooooooo

Happy chinese new year peeps! may this monkey year treat us better with better health and wealth, smoother pathways for each of every undertakings ;)

3rd year of chinese new year without u mummy. emptiness sets in still.. just like lacking of something and will never be complete again. I just have to move on, day by day, till we meet again. Miss u so so much mummy. Chinese new year, each every occasion and celebration no longer the same without u. Things, are just not the same anymore. Promise u will always keep trying to be happy for every single day. 

How are u? missing u relentlessly. I dont want memories, I want u. sobz.

Lulu getting married soon mummy. our dear jie is finally getting married! are u happie? ;) she has been busy preparing. how i wish u were here to share the joy and excitement... 

can imagine mummy happily choosing stuffs, restaurants, calling around keng gai n inviting people to the wedding ceremony. heeee  ;P miss ur laughter miss ur voice... 

miss u... u know, how i wish heaven has visiting hours.

Catch up with few of them these days. as we get older, friends lesser. friend comes and goes, relationship started and ended. guess this is how life supposed to be. with all the uncertainties ahead. we just have to suck up and move on.wise words from wise men... 

Laugh when u can. Apologise when u should. Let go of what u cant change.
i cant and im not able to change u. but u asked me not to lose hope in u. not to let u go. why would u always put me in predicament? :'(  missing old times. i'd trade all of my tomorrows for just one yesterday with u. im tired. physically and emotionally drained. have to keep going still.
i shall stop wasting my time.