emooooooooo  :'(

 

few more days to 5 months.

 

yet im still feeling empty and lonely without u....

 

Seems like im not getting any better.

 

I always wonder where are u.

 

 

Are u still around?

 

Watching us?

 

Listening to us?

 

Join us for dinner every night?

 

or even...

Right now by my side reading what im blogging?

 

 

I saw the bag u newly bought from Paris...

 

Thought of u saying how much u love the striking colour.

 

 I feel so sad come to think of it that u didnt even have the chance to use it.

 

left it behind.....

 

I saw your mobile phone daddy bought for u.

 

Thought of how cute u n daddy busy exploring the new touch screen smart phone u both first had and I installed lotsa apps so u could reach me using video calls.

 

And also the favourite song of yours as your mobile ringtone.....

 

And your diamond ring mummy.

 

How could I possibly forget how excited and satisfied u were when looking at it,

with the joy n smile on your face.

 

So sad that u only wore it for such a short while and then..

 

left it behind :(((

 

 

 

Every single thing rings a bell...

 

 

Sometimes, I really hope that I could just end up my life to reunite with u...

 

 

 

Is this even a normal grief of whatever bereavement?