im sorry my dear... i seldom seldom text you, as in text u first, because I dont want to seem needy.-.- but i keep my phone on full blast at night, in case there's a slight chance u might need me. i realise its really really hard to wait for something u noe might never happened, but its even harder to give up when u noe its eveything u ever wanted...not onli about the txts and calls lar.


 IS EVRYTHING dat requires waiting! waiting is tiring. -.-


 was told, People hold onto memories so tight, for so long, is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does. so so true...hmm in the middle of the night rite now, the worse feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone u could never forget or, sitting here not knowing if i ever cross ur mind.


It even sucks whn i miss u so much that i, look through old photos, old text messages, our history! And it brings a brief smile to my face, but then the hurt comes back whn i realised itsss over =(   and noe really well shouldn’t be looking back, but jus can’t help it because they really meant something to me...


and, honestly, It’s hard when u jus simply ignore me, but it’s even harder pretending i dont care. lolz.


u know? Tears fall when heart can no longer handle the pain. dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.=((((


i would say, never ever get too attached to anyone because attachments lead to expectations & expectations lead to disappointments...


i would trade a thousand tomorrow's for just one yesterday. You will never understand how much you meant to me, and how much you still do.




life sucks without u..