ELECTIVE!!!! august finally.
im not gonna have so-called holidays anymore. gotta wake erli in the morning juz like whn im having lectures in the morning. gotta bath n make evrything done in a rush as if i have overslept n gotta rush for exams. gotta put on my so-called formal clothes like goin imu. no more 24hrs free... sobz sobz COZ OF ELECTIVE!! argh!!!

already 2nd week doin my elective in hospital selayang. went to surgical department for the 1st week, well ntg much to learn thr. wat we did was onli observe, observe n still observe. what i wanna say is....

i hate the nurses n sisters!!! they are not friendly AT ALL -.- me n sue yee 1st time been to the operating theatre. u know, both of us reli know nothing thr, as in the procedues, wat to do, where to go, who to look for and so n so.... wat we did was onli wait for the surgeon to ask for permission. but we dont even noe how he looks like. sisters n nurses, the devils dont bother to help! evryone walked pass us like we were invicible. T.T haih coz we medical students, they dont wanna waste a single time on us. so bad hor? some of them were good lar. majority bad!

the operating theatre was so so cold, and we could only stand not sit! hungry sommore! can u imagine how we looked like after a surgery done?
is cold, hungry and tired! wonder how did the surgeon survive till today =.= the atmosphere in the operating theatre wasnt like wat we seen on the tv. doctors surgeons were not that tense like wat we thought. they can chit chat, can answer calls, even listen to the radios! geng dao...

then i went to the o&g department to see delivery of babies! it was so horrible for the first few days. wat i have seen reli discourage me to have a baby in the future. cervix torn, surtures, stillbirth...-.- i felt uneasy seeing the patients suffering, in pain and also little angels who went to the heaven.  shed my tears ='( sob sob. im reli afraid. wonder can i reli managed to handle in the future? the houseman is nice, he will explain whenever we have doubt. still, i hate the nurses n sisters.. for not friendly! bulying the houseman! and they were so rude to the mummies and babies!!!!

herng!!dun let me be ur boss one day i sure shoo u devils away! also, guys n gals, please... dun ever go to the government hospital for anything! im serious. the staffs were rude with bad manner and u would need to suffer unecassary pain! some were good but u wouldnt know how lucky u r rite...